Welcome to stage three of my Slave Alchemy series: Fire. It’s time to burn. In this stage, we endeavor to take all the unwanted matter and purify it with fire. In alchemy, this process is called calcination. Calcination is the process of heating and decomposing raw matter – or in other words, breaking down parts of ourselves that are in the way of our own happiness. Often, we’d rather be right or fulfill an idea of “perfection” than be genuinely happy, so we continue neglecting the exploration of ourselves. The stage of Calcination represents the stage in our lives where we begin breaking down our egos, self-doubt, stubbornness, self-sabotaging behavior, pride, and arrogance, and put it aside so we can find out what is underneath. I’m going to walk you through this process as you discard these impurities and calcify yourself into your purest form. This will be no easy task. Often the worst parts of us grow and mutate only to sabotage what was once good. I’m sure you find your ego often gets in the way of your naturally submissive nature. Fear prevents you from truly succumbing to my will. This process will be painful. The only way you can be purified by the fire is through surrender.

Do you know what I have in mind for you today? I think we’re going to put that cock of yours through its paces. I know I don’t need to remind you of the rules, but I’ll do so anyway. You’re going to stroke when I want, and how I want. I know you’re sitting there staring at my bare legs. My soft, silky red robe just so delicately covering everything you really want to see. But if you want to see everything my beautiful body has to offer, you’re going to have to stroke exactly as I say.

Something a little different. A sexy cheesecake style shoot in purple satin lingerie and RHT stockings. You can fantasize to your heart's content that I would be your Valentine, knowing all the while that I'll never "Be Yours." That's because whether I wear a smile or a scowl, you're all mine.

Chastity isn’t just about controlling your orgasms, my dear. Chastity is also about controlling the thoughts that often lead you astray from my guidance. The chastity device is merely the external mechanism for internal control. I put all of my boys in chastity for this exact reason. By denying you the pleasures of the flesh, you have to seek the pleasure of selfless submission. I want you to seek that. I want you to discover a better mental state through subjugation, submission, and chastity.

This video is an audio clip with a simple visualizer to minimize distractions. This video is best experienced with headphones. I think it’s high time that you take a few minutes and listen to me. I understand that you’ve been quite critical of yourself lately. This needs to stop. You need to allow yourself to feel good about yourself. I know everything happening around you feels scary. You may not have control of the world around you, but you do have control over how you feel. You do have control over how you perceive yourself. I want you to listen to me as I give you positive affirmations and sensual stroking instructions. As your cock feels good, your mind will start to associate positive thoughts with positive feelings. So sit back, close your eyes, put on your headphones, and take out your cock. We’re going to combat these negative feelings together.

Well, looks like this trash fire of a year is finally drawing to a close. How did you spend your year? I think I have a guess. My guess is that you stayed inside and bought porn video after porn video. There’s something that happens to the brain when it lacks external stimuli. It starts to seek it out in ways it never has before. You sought me out. You saw my videos, and something clicked inside of you. Here, with me, you could explore the deepest recesses of your fantasies. How many times have you put something up your ass for me or eaten your own cum for me? Did you ever think you’d do it? I think not. But now you’re created a pattern of behavior. You’ve uncorked the bottle and now your mind overflows with thoughts of the next depraved thing you can do for me. I hope you don’t think that when 2020 ends your little journey into gooning will end. Because it won’t. Now that you’ve started, you’ll be gooning for me for life.

One of my most requested characters is the golden queen-- who comes in several incarnations-- but is always elegant, regal, and cruel. I loved this set but the lights failed about halfway through so we were forced to stop. I intend to reshoot this at Wicked Eden and finish the set!

Welcome to stage four of my Slave Alchemy series: Water.

Water, in this context, relates directly to the process within alchemy called Dissolution. In dissolution, we start to blend into the solvent the liquid that contains and supports us. We take all that we are and all that we’ve made and we suspend it in cool, clean water. In dissolution, we dissolve and separate the chunks we’ve created in the previous step calcification, but it’s more than that. We incorporate those particles into a solution that we can refine, filter, and use. We loosen our boundaries and can do so more easily without being locked into our identities. We submerge ourselves in the water and use motion to separate the waste from the reward.

This water is your devotion. This is a devotion to something higher—devotion to your Goddess. Your devotion moves you, inspires you to make new decisions, and to serve with greater purpose. This devotion suspends all of your faults, misgivings, and distrust into a solution that can be made new and whole by my hands. Carbon-based life needs water to live. Such as you need devotion to thrive.

Hello, new resident. Let’s have a look at your chart and see what the problem is here. Oh, it looks like you’re a little bed wetter. Is that true? Oh, I heard about you. Your girlfriend is the head of the hospital here. She’s left very clear instructions in your chart to keep you in a nappy at all times. It seems you can’t quite learn to make it to the bathroom on time. Well, until you do, you’re going to be stuck in this hospital wetting yourself. I’ll go get you some jello. You’re going to be here for a long time.

Hello little slave. I’ve got a fun surprise for you. You see, I was out with my other Domme friends at lunch when one of them showed me this new toy they found. It’s a collar that turns boys into robots! I was so excited I just had to get one. It’s so much work to train you boys in a normal way. I’ve always wanted something to give me that instant gratification. With just the press of a button, I can have you crawling on all fours, begging to suck my toes. Or I could turn you into a jerk bot that just jerks and jerks without stopping until there’s no cum left in your balls. Hm… which one should I make you?

Aren't you just so lucky to be serving someone as beautiful as me? Soak in my beauty just a little longer.

Hello little slave. I’ve got a fun surprise for you. You see, I was out with my other Domme friends at lunch when one of them showed me this new toy they found. It’s a collar that turns boys into robots! I was so excited I just had to get one. It’s so much work to train you boys in a normal way. I’ve always wanted something to give me that instant gratification. With just the press of a button, I can have you crawling on all fours, begging to suck my toes. Or I could turn you into a jerk bot that just jerks and jerks without stopping until there’s no cum left in your balls. Hm… which one should I make you?

Wow. What a fucking LOSER. Do you know why you’re a loser? Because you voted for Trump. Trump is the KING of losers like you. What did you think was going to happen? Did you think good things would come from voting for a man with no political experience who also happens to be a con man and a narcissist? In what fucking fantasy world was that going to pan out? It really doesn’t matter now. Joe Biden is president now. So you and the Cheeto-skinned half-wit can go sit in a corner and cry. Just don’t ask Trump to wipe your little fragile tears. His hands are too small.

I know you love the way rubber looks. I know you love the way rubber feels. That slick, stretchy material conjures up many feelings in you. Today we’re going to explore those feelings. You’re going to lube up your cock so it’s nice and slick and we’re going to go down. Stroke after stroke I want you to imagine my latex clad hands sliding up and down your cock. This warm, slick grip is going to bring you into trance. Concentrate on that feeling for me. I want you to feel this.

Come on. Wake up. There you are. It looks like The Turning was a bit stressful for you. It always is. It’s not easy becoming the newly immortal. Vampires are born through pain and suffering. You’ll get used to it. As my thrall, you’re going to have to get used to a lot of things. See, I created you in this form. What flows through your veins was once mine and now I own you. You thought you were going to be some hot creature of the night, fucking slutty goth girls? Oh no my dear. You’re going to be my slave for the next 500 years! That’s how this works, my newly turned thrall.

I’m going to make this brief. I know you need a quick pick-me-up. So I’m going to give you a few minutes to step away and take care of your cock, while I stand here and tease you. No need to settle in for a long jerk session. This one is going to be easy. Just focus on my body. Focus on my voice. You’ll have that orgasm you’ve been waiting all day for in just a moment.

I've got a big, black surprise for you my pet. Hidden beneath this classy dress I have shiny thigh-high boots and a shiny black strap-on cock. It's massive and you'll be spending plenty of time worshipping the length and girth..

You’ve been so eager to please Goddess Snow, haven’t you? You wanted to show your devotion in a way other submissives had not. You begged for some kind of test. Some way to prove your worth. She instructed you to go to a glory hole and service as many cocks as you could all while recording yourself. You went out and did the deed like the real cum slut you are. Now you’re back in her dungeon to be judged. You’ve completed the test, but will your score be up to her standard?

Welcome to stage five of my Slave Alchemy series: Air. I’m quite proud of you for making it this far. This process of alchemy can seem very hard at times, but I promise you it’s worth it. Today we’re going to explore separation. Separation is the stage where we make our thoughts and emotions more defined by isolating them from other thoughts and emotions. The process of separation involves truly becoming aware of our authentic feelings. This process involves you coming to terms with the reality of your submission. You’ve chosen to experience this submission instead of reverting back to the old way you were. You don’t need to revert to the way things were. You’re here now. You’re deep in my control. This freedom comes with disregarding what others may think or feel about you. The only person who’s opinion matters is me. It is only with me will you experience this freedom.

Honey, I think we should have a little chat. I noticed something unusual on our credit card statement. At first, I thought you had just found some new porn site or something. Which would have been fine. But when I looked closer, I found you’ve developed a new… hobby? I saw you spent quite a lot of money on a sexual fanclub website. You’ve been throwing away your hard-earned money to women on the internet just for special attention and assignments. When you and I got married we agreed we’d explore our sexualities together, but it seems I’ve been left in the dust for some pretty little thing on a sexy fanclub site. So, here’s what’s going to happen. You and I, we’re not going to have sex anymore. It’s clear you like your women behind a screen and a subscription fee. On top of that, I’m going to start my own page on this site. Since you’re clearly draining our accounts for these women, I’m going to have to make up for it. Do you want to see what I’m going to put online? Well, you’ll just have to pay the fee like everyone else.